I am so in love!!!!!!!

  I just realized that I am so in love with someone I haven't even met yet.  Yeah, it's Butterbean.  Jessi had another ultrasound today and brought me a picture of her.  You can see her little face, oh I just want to shower it with kisses.  It just amazes me that someone who is not even completely made yet has already wrapped me around her tiny little fingers.  I see something and I say "Yep, Bean's gonna need that".  That is going to be one spoiled rotten little girl.  She already is!
  The name Butterbean came about before we knew that she was a girl.  I didn't want to call her "it" all the time and I told Jessi that she was no bigger than a butterbean at the time and it just kind of stuck.
  I am already planning all the fun we are going to have.  Strawberry pickin in the spring, blueberries in the summer.  Going to Brown's for peach icecream. Her chasing the kitties around the house and trying to use poor scoot has a pony. Telling secrets and making plans like best buds.  I want to be someone she will love to be around and will be excited about going to Mimi's house.  And of course don't forget the sweets!

  When Jessi first told me she was pregnant,  I was very apprehensive about it and expressed this to her but it took me about 5 minutes to get over it.  I'm still worried but why fight it, it's gonna be too much fun.